Thursday, October 21, 2010
well yesterday was the end of an era! i'm officially unemployed and it sucks! i hate it so much. i never thought i would have the gut wrenching feeling. but i really do. seriously i went home and i bawled my eyes out. sure it might sound stupid to be so emotional about losing a job like this. i mean after all it was retail and it wasn't really so much the 'job' that i'm going to miss. it was all of the amazing people i got the chance to work with. i know that nothing will ever compare to it. i think of those people as my extended family. i saw them pretty much everyday and we had our inside jokes and so many amazing memories and stories! but now that it's over? well it's really done. i know that i am never going to go back into that building every day or open those doors or even answer the phone in that annoying greeting that we always had to use. i'm never going to ask people if they have a work life rewards card or try to shove things in our overly full garbage can in the break room. i'll never hang out in the managers office or hide out in copy and print center. there are so many little stupid things that i am going to miss. i remember when i first found out about the closing i went home and just bawled for about three days! and honestly i thought i'd cried myself out after that. but now, well it's over and it's finally setting in. as i sit here in my pj's and watch tv or place playstation 3 that i wont go back! it just really sucks. i wish that i could like win the lottery and open up a store there and hire back all the same people because i can't imagine life without it anymore. after you go for a year of seeing the same amazing group of people to just not seeing them again, well it sucks. it was really the end of an era. one that i will never forget!